Some believe faithfully that they love that one person that makes their live that much better. That love is what makes their whole world go around. I believe in love, the type of love that is unconditional that you share with your family, your close friends, but I feel yet to find that one person that makes the grey world around me disappear in a haze where they are the only thing that is important, that I would do anything for them on a simple whim.
You see to me love is empty promises, those ones that can't be kept. Its my belief that love if it exist is just a fabricated emotion that as humans we invent to make us feel better about not being alone. People are so sacred to be alone that they create intense feelings of being wanted by one person. We are mammals we aren't mean to be monogamous, Unless you count those penguins, who once they meet their mate, they know for life that the other penguin is the one they will be with for life, and after mating season, and they depart from each other, the next season they then search for that very same penguin.
I am not a penguin. I say to my ex's that I loved them, but if i did indeed then why did I easily let them go? I enjoy having my own space, enjoying my own company, that doesn't mean I wouldn't appreciate someone. But this day in age, my generation, it is my feeling that relationships are just too hard to maintain, that its not what people strive for. They just want sex, something that is self gratifying. I am a traditionalist, a romantic, but even so I still have yet to find my romeo, not that I am looking for him. I am too busy.
Love is just an emotion after all. One that I haven't felt, however I know its there. Its a bit like a developing flu, you know its there but the effects haven't started to show.
Where ever it is, I hope the ones that I care about are enjoying it.
Over and out
Until next time
Miss Unattainable
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